so, as some of you know I signed up for the RCM violin exam for January. and so for the past month and a half I've been playing reading studying non stop practicing and reading music every spar moment i have. as of late I've feel like there is even more pressure has been pushed upon my shoulders as the date comes near.
Christmas on the verge isn't helping either. plans overlap and things don't go accordingly as always.

my mom, somehow thinks i have an amazing amount of spare time so in which when ever i do something she always asks me to do something else for her. so as if it don't have enough to do I'm doing things for her at the same time on top of school and all my ten million activities i do outside of school. my falling grads right now don't help either.

so as of late for this exam, I've been practicing non stop for hours on end. and every week i go in to get tortured by a F***** tard of a teacher, telling me that i shouldn't have signed up and that this was a mistake and my playing sucks and all this other shit that i don't want to take. on top of that my sight reading isn't very good as well so now i spend every lunch juts in the library reading notes over and over and overs again, mean while at home painfully plowing myself through different tones so that i can get better at my sight reading.

so after all this, the F***** tard is still like what the fuck are you doing, and still give a me shit. and said i'm not ready for this exam. HELLLO!!! you think i don't know i'm ganna fail this F****** exam, that's why i'm trying so hard, i know i'm ganna fail anyways but i want to fail knowing that i tried my fucking hardest.

well today, in the middle of practice, the F***** tard called. even though he talked only about him self, and about how he never had a student fail, ever. he gave me a third choice..... he was willing to give me a few free lesson in compensation for the money i payed to get sign up for this exam and that i can take the exam in june. in that moment i felt like god had given me a sign, he had given me a chance to be free from this abyss of lost control.

now just because i choose this road doesn't mean it's over yet. i stated to play practice again after this but i felt that i had to tell my mother about this considering she is the one that payed in the first place.

so i called her at work, and as my usual mother, she goes of in flames and starts shouting and all that other crap and i stated shouting. so in that 5 second conversation on the phone, there was a lot of shouting. now that i think about it, i don't even remember any the the dialog. it seemed like a blur of colour and sound in an instant. the only thing i remember is her telling me to tell my dad, and i thought "what the fuck is my dad ganna do, he's half way around the world" now i say this because i know for a fact that if i told my dad, he would agree with me, so in a way i know she's trying to avoid solving the problem as always.

after this instant. i hung up. and i started balling. and not just crying i meant the works. i lost the energy in my knees, as they buckled under me i took my scarf in my hands and i brought them to my face. i was having my first mental breakdown. i cried beside my couch for god knows how long. ( why i was not on he couch, i don't know) so as i cried, i kept thinking why cant i be better, why can't i be someone that is more competent, why can't i be smart enough, why can't i make everyone around me just be happy, I'm so sick of seeing everyone so effing down and sad about their lives, there is always someone out there having it worst, they don't have the right to be fucking sad, they don't even know the true meaning of the word. why am i such a failure......... i kept praying god, please help me, help me with everything, help me get over this...........help me feel free again......

i wanted to go into a coma, right then. i wanted to go away, get away from this place and just go somewhere, anywhere where no one knew me and i just wanted to be lost for a while. ...i felt afraid of opening my eyes and returning to my living room.

now i posted this not for people to feel for me, so please do what the title of the entry says and don't reply to this. i don't need sympathy, i don't need to hear, " awwww i'm sorry " or " i luve you "'s or " i'm here for you"'s. what i needed was to type out my emotions and do something with them.

so the end. for now.

so last night, well more like this morning. I woke to the apparent glow of the winter morning, looked at my cell and sorta drifted back to sleep for another 7 minutes. And in that 7 minutes i had an awesome short dream XD

It was my first maxxie dream XD so first of all in my dream i sorta woke up in like a dorm like room with Jal (skins character) like beside me. not like the i just slept with you kinda way it's more like we're buddys and we got drunk and we just happen to sleep in the same room kinda way lmao ahahah.

so i wake up and is all like OMG what time is it O.O?(man i'm sooo hooked on school i'm even dreaming about getting up for it lmao ahahaha) but strangely enough i was waking up to get to uni O.o..... oh wells. so i get up and by the way the sun was actually out, so that was a bonus! and i go to the washroom and like brush my teeth,the first thing i thought of looking at myself in the mirror was OMG my hair has never looked this good when i wake up O.O. well it wasn't super good but it was better then the usual lmao.

so then Jal goes to the next room and asks maxxie about what time it is and talk about some other thing which i have no idea what, but who cares lmao. so anyways i walk in and maxxie is like shirtless (eeeeeh XD ) and he goes.

"So Theo did you need to borrow a _____________ just remember, don't put anything in your pockets" and then my cell vibrated and i woke up. when i woke up i was like 'i hate my phone'. and i realized that Maxxie said my name XD!!!!! ahhh and it was so hot in his british/scottich accentscenet XD hehehe. and no the blank isn't a dirty word, i just dont' remember what it was but i just know it's not something dirty.

oh and by the way when i woke up all i saw was fog =.=. when i went to the washroom i was like ...no my hair is just not the same..... T.T lmao. everythings just better in dream world..... T.T

HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I've finally thought of it !!, yes i have, I've finally thought of it ! And I must say inspiration hit me like a train leaving south Hampton with the speed of 124 miles per hour trying to get to New York for no apparent reason other then it being New York fashion week and destroying 63 brick walls along the way, all the while having 19 camels,6 lamas and 14 goats a passengers. Yes I've done it. I've found the perfect way to make it. so HAHAHA cabaret theme, I have defeated you!!!!! Ahahahaha

So just to disappoint you all, I'm not ganna show any of you until I get approval of it. so sorry XD

OMG so i totally have a new Ben Barnes. as you guys know i've been ranting about Ben Barnes for just about the last forever. but after my little spree with the show skins i've fallen for a new special someone i will never ever meet lmao XD. man...i'd totally stalk him to.

so my new number one as of now is Mitch Hewer XD. he is sooooo cut, he plays Maxxie in skins. but i have a tie for two at he moment. i have Hannah Murray and Kaya Scodalario, they're all British, if you guys haven't known about my British Infatuation, ...well now you do ahahahahah. Hannah plays an anorexic girl and Kaya plays as the main characters little sister XD.

#even though skins has been over for some time now i still love it with a passion XD.

so here are some pics for all you guys to know what i'm talking about XD


this one is Mitch XD

Kaya Scodelario


and Hannah Murray XD

tried pasta polo today! it was good, i ate a lot. the food was good and Oh man the tramisu was sooooooo goood. the serving were way to big tho so next time me and my mom are just ganna share a plate.

i am sooo swamped right now it's not even funny. driving test on saterday, designing the winter ball tickets, soler system mural for the school. student council is like having a tun on activities going on. joining grad committee and highly disapproving people for a cabray theme grad dinner dance =.= cause it's just be a pain in the ass for me to decorate. essay of the great Gatsby due which is a surprisingly good book but lacks some type of excitement. test and case study due for geography. ......but I'm willing to do it all and two more times again, cause I'm loving it XD it's so exuberant to do all this stuff and still getting a straight A mark in class. ahahahahahaha i'm feeling very accomplished right now so don't ruin it for me ......(kage=.=) oh and i'm joining some decathlon team thing which sound fun too XD yays.

so driving test on Saturday, going for my N, and i have no confidence what so ever about me passing ...yaaaaaay.

so OMG pokemon heart gold and soul silver came out about a week ago in japan and god only knows how far i can actually get until i'm going to actually just give up playing until the english version comes out. and god only knows when that will be =.=

so i realli should get started on my Grad transition plan. but to be honest i'm sorta freaked out to do it, frightened even. cause i sort of have no clue as to what i'm going to do after high school. like i'm done every thing and the only real reason i'm still at tf is because i wanted the time to find out what i actually want to do. it's sad really cause i'm all ready and stuff but after all that readiness i'm just stuck in that one spot where my mom has been asking me from the very beginning oh high school about what i'm going to do after high school, and it sucks.i know i want to go to post secondary, but i dont' even know what i want to study that will actually lead me in to, dear i say it a mundane but pleasant life. if i become a doctor or go to law school i'd just be living in lament an the typical asian life style. but on the other hand my passion would lead to an unstable lifestyle which would freak the hell out of me. considering i would not work well under a life of no deadlines.so as of late i'm just procrastinating until the inevitable comes to clam my time.

by the way i hear of this thing called communications that i can study at uni but i'm not clear as to what it is, but as much as i hear from it i'd wanna do it lmao, someone wanna enlighten me on this problematic issue? lmao

my friend sent me this e-mail, and even though it was a chain mail it was hilarious O.O read it !!!!
It's about a retired old man, and god only knows if this was true, but ti's still funny lmao


After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on
> > her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found
> > shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally
> > unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to
> > browse.
> >
> > Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from
> > the local Target.
> >
> > Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a
> > commotion in our store.. We cannot tolerate this behavior and
> > have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our
> > complaints against your husband, Mr. Samsel, are listed
> > below and are documented by our video surveillance
> > cameras.
> >
> > 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them
> > in other people's carts when they weren't looking.
> >
> > 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off
> > at 5-minute intervals
> >
> > 3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor
> > leading to the women's restroom.
> >
> > 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an
> > official voice, 'Code 3 in House wares. Get on it right
> > away! This caused the employee to leave her assigned station
> > and receive a reprimand from her Supervisor that in turn
> > resulted with a union grievance, causing management to lose
> > time and costing the company money.
> >
> > 5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to put a
> > bag of M&Ms on layaway.
> >
> > 6. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to
> > a carpeted area.
> >
> > 7. August 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and
> > told the children shoppers he'd invite them in if they
> > would bring pillows and blankets from the bedding department
> > to which twenty children obliged.
> >
> > 8. August 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he
> > began crying and screamed, 'Why can't you people
> > just leave me alone?' EMTs were called.
> >
> > 9. September 4: Looked right into the security camera and
> > used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.
> >
> > 10. September 10: While handling guns in the hunting
> > department, he asked the clerk where the antidepressants
> > were.
> >
> > 11. October 3: Darted around the store suspiciously while
> > loudly humming the 'Mission Impossible' theme.
> >
> > 12. October 6: In the auto department, he practiced his
> > 'Madonna look' by using different sizes of 20
> > funnels.
> >
> > 13. October 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people
> > browsed through, yelled 'PICK ME! PICK ME!'
> >
> > 14. October 21: When an announcement came over the loud
> > speaker, he assumed a fetal position and screamed 'OH
> > NO! IT'S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!'
> > And last, but not least:
> >
> > 15. October 23: Went into a fitting room,
> > shut the door, waited awhile, then yelled very loudly,
> > 'Hey! There's no toilet paper in here.' One of
> > the clerks passed out.

so the first weeks of school is sort of over. even though ti's only been a week it sorta feels like its been like an entire month.

so i switched my empty A block for Metal work, i have no idea why i did this, but hey i thought i could just sneak in another 4 credits, even though credits don't mean a damn thing anymore. that class is like a room of testosterone like seriously, it's all manliness in there. it was so big to the point in which i felt like i couldn't wear my usual clothing in there. so now i'm just changing during the break between my metal and art class. sorta sad but the class does offer some pretty cool projects so i'm sorta glad i joined the thing.

this years pretty easy for me since i already took everything, so i sorta feel like I'm not challenged as of yet, but it sure as hell is better then doing work lol.

so i've been sick for like the last week, and i'm a waaaaay better now, so it's a bit late for me to tell everyone that i'm dieing, but better late then never. in honest truth i'm telling you because i just wanted the nice small useless crap you'd leave for me at the reception of my funeral. why would you leave something for a dead person you ask, i don't know but hey it's me, i'm full of random crap lmao.

so i'm back in Vancouver right now and i'm like lieing about. my family is just about to kill me if i mention one for thing that hong Kong has it better then Vancouver, even though it's completely true.

but that's about it as of now.

OMG today was horrible, T.T it was tragic, it was soooo saaaaad T.T

it all started when i started to go home from wan chai station. and as the doors of the subway closed i was the most awesome reborn bag, and it was a fricken shopping bag too O.o a paper one at that and it was fricken amazing O.o

and then the worst of the worst came =.=. when i was switching trains at gum chung two guys holding exact replicas of Hibari's tonfa's T.T. i watched with my mouth open wide and my mind screaming OMFG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh kill me now.

and then when worste came to worste was over, when i was switching trains from tsim sha tsue to east tsim sha tsue a guy hold ichigo's bankai blade walks right in front of me =.=, that was it i realli want to jump in front of a train by then =.=.

the reason for this is because of the anime convention in town, it's like a 5 day thing and it started today, and i'm going tmr. the thing is the first what ever people that re in line to get in get like limited edition exact replica weapons every year, i just didn't think they'd be this awesome O.o!!!!!!!!!!! i mean no fricken wonder these people start lining up out side the doors since last weekend O.o. it's crazy !!!!!! i mean i'd do it O.o, oh by the way i got a picture of the tonfa's lmao XD.

so yeasterday morning we went to the fish market in Tsukiji at like 7 in the morning but OMG it was worth it O.o. the fish comes in fresh every morning so the near by sushi places gets the best of the best stuff every day, and i had like the best sushi in the world for breakfast XD!!!! tuna realli is best in japan XD. afterwards i ate some unagi on a stick and it was cool XD.

anyways after that we went to the Ghilbli Musium and it was awesoem XD everything was sooo cute, i have to watch his new movie now XD hehehe. it was worth it even though it was far from the kichijoji train station lmao. i'd go a second time for sure XD. the tickets were awesome as well.they has a little film of movies in them XD my dad got one with a scene from howls moving castel. XD mine as a guy form the new movie XD. it was sad that we couldn't take pictures in the musium XD but i get why cause if you got them online they wouldnt get anyone to come cause it's pretty damned far from the station O.o. and i think that place alone can feed an african country with the amount of people going everyday lmao XD. The stain glass windows there were amazing O.o they were so coloreful and pretty, i got a card of one of them XD it was awesome XD.

after that we went to tokyo tower near Daimon station. it wasn't that great, it was one of those things where you see it once and then you dont' ever have to see it agian ....ever. it was lame ......=.= it was in the middle of nowhere in which there was nothing to see. i regreted seeing it when i saw it =.= it was a long trip to nowhere. actully the tower wasn't near daimon station but it was the station we walked to to get away from the tower. on he way to Daimon station we found a temple and it was realli cool cause i like seeing that kind of stuff. i took a lot of pictures XD yays. one of the scenes had like a giant tree in the on the side, always blocking somthing and i hated that tree. turns out the 18th presedent of the US planted that tree when he visited japan =.=. lame

went to shibuya after that, shopping and eating centrol, ate some realli good ramen XD. and that was a day

today was great i loved today XD

first thing in the morning when to Odaiba and saw the giant gundam it was awesome lmao it was huge O.O took so many pictures XD. if was funny cause when the head moved everyone in every direction ran to look and always had there cameras late lmao XD ahahahaha. it was awesome. had some pork best tasting pork ever. the place was set up like a giant festival XD lmao. tents and everything around, OMG the lines were horrible i didn't get anything =.=. i think i'm depending on Maro to get a bag for me =.=.

after that we found the aqua city (mall)by accident ( like every other place we've been to). and guess what i found inthe mall XD it was the Jump store XD OMG it was awesome XD heheheheheh.i stayed in there for like ever, my dad walked the mall twice and came back and i was still in there XD it was love...agian lmao. ate some cold ramen this time and it was cool the scene behind us was realli nice.

after that we went to the pokemon center and guess what =.= it was right across the street form daimon staition lmao. anywyas stayed in there for even longer. the kids there where little monsters, i mean i never met any child i couldn't control but these kid O.o there was a chubby little girl that actully slaped my basket aside to get to where she was going. i don't think any child there didn't beg there parents to get somthing. its a place where parents never want to bring there kids to ever agian =.=. there were so many kids, there like little creatures charging for what they wanted. would i go through it agian ....the answer is yes, cause in it all, i was one of those children lmao XD the plce was awesome XD, i loved it there.

went to harajuku and went into the park where the castel was , it was so big and cool, i wish i could lived there XD. the park was so beautiful and the sun was shinning XD. got the castel ,and it was soooo pretty XD, took so many pictures, made a wish in the temple and that was about when my camera died =.= and i hated myself. there was a wedding going on right after tooo !!! it was beautiful XD, it was a traditional wedding too XD, we swithed to my dads phone at this point to take pictures =.=

got out of the park and walked around cause everyone knows that harajuku is like the fashion centrol of tokyo XD, oMG so much nice clothing XD. but i controled myself ...for the most part lmao XD ahahaha. but honestly the stuff was way to expensive for me lmao XD. went and ate some japanese BBQ after that and it was by far the best thing besides yesterday morning that i've had all trip O.O!!!!. one the of the things we had was like mashed tuna on rice and i've never tasted anything so great T.T it was so awesme XD.

that's it for now XD

so yeah first day ofJapan, and please mind my spelling, i'm noton my normal comp, i'm using the hotels and it has a fadded keyboard inwhich all the letters are fadded out =.=.but it's okay cause we're staying in like a japanese apartment and it's sort of actully cool, we get to sleep on thefloor....( is it strange for me to say yaaaayto thingO.o?), and i just found out that the space key doesn't always work.

anwyays went to Roppongi after arriving at like 2 in the afternoon. saw the Tokyo CityVeiwon the 53Floor on the Mori Art Musium, pity to find out that the Musium was Closed to make a new exibit about Ai Wai Wai the Chinese Archy that built the birds nest in Baijing, i would have wanted to see that exibitT.T theres a lot of fashion stuff in there. Went around Shopping, and ate a really good fried Pork chops and some realli good tempura. saw the Giant Spider XDit was cool XD oh and there was a concert by musium when we went it wascool. cause the musium in by a movie theater,whic his by a mall, which is near a TV station lmao.

by the way the Japanese realli have an addiction to there phonesO.o i swear to gowd a third of the people on every train i got on was all either in there books(which is love and i did not mind)or stuffed in there cellphonesO.o i mean what could you possibly be doing for so longO.o there not talking or anything either. and the people thatread books are all like lets cover our booksXD,and i was like OMG i love you guys XD andionlyfoundon magazinewith arashi in it at the moment T.T with on page T.T
and surpisingly the traints and subways in HK are way quiter than in tokyoO.o.

it was love,any ways tell you guys more tmr. XD and because i'm sick of this key board !!!!!! > :

(PS Hey Mom, you know that Drama We're watching the teacher and the band of bad students and how she slowly turns them good, theres a movie coming out tmr of that drama XD ahahahaha.)

so i've been busy working all week and basically made some new friends, which are all the people under my dad lmao. all the people are realli nice , there's kiki, Edwin, magi, max and my fav character of all jo 姐(jie) lmao. their an awesome bunch of people.

so we gone out for dinner a few times for like lunch and after work happy hour. so the first time was like tuesday, and it was because wed was a hk holiday, and no it wasn't canada day. we went to a bar called "inside out" it was okay, even though we all got cheated into sitting outside in the heat. anways it was fun, with my dad, and edwine called out his girlfriend, to join and got teased lmao. later max called out his and he got teased and later we all went home. yesterday my dad went to macau for business and wont be back until Sunday i think and they all dragged me out for dinner with some friends. it was fun. we went to an English styled bar, and because jo 姐 knew the guy that opened the bar we got to taste test everything and got free drinks, all in all the dinner should have cost us like 100,000,000,000,000,0000. or something close to that and we ended up paying for like 1500 lmao hk!. it was awesome. i'd say that was awesome since i think after you have like 10 drinks (alcoholic)and 10 normal dinners that were like huge (in which we didn't pick it was the boss and the chiefs picks)one giant appetizer platter and a dessert platter, you get past the it's going to be cheap point lmao. not to mention jo 姐 got a doggy bag that would have resembled an LV bag made out of tinfoil. O.o best meal i've had by far in HK. ( by the way one small dessert would have originally cost 60HK lmao so you can imagine lamo, for you canadians divide it by 7)

rushed home with 4 phone call's, 2 from my gran and 2 from my dad to get home, while he' in macau O.o. Iman (new friend that i just met that used to work for my dad) and me rushed to the train station and ran to the last train of the night and we went home, showered and started this post lmao. so this post took me all day to complete .....so appreciate it you freaks O.O!!! lmao

saw my great aunts today, had lunch with them, gave them what i was supposed to give them, walked around a mall, and that's about it. oh and went to have MacDonald afterwords. lamo


watched megaman final episode in chinese today, awesomeness! started reading Shugo Chara and half way done eyeshield 21 XD

oh and saw the absolute best commercial ever on the bus the other day, it has nothing to do with what ti sells but its fircken awesome O.O



anyways that's' about it, got eh amazing church tmr so talk laters.

so went to mass this morning, and OMG i never felt more part of the church, which was awesome !!!!, it's was like a giant choir, and it was beautiful T.T. i totally don't wont the mass to stop.

went to the Louis Vuitton: Passion for creation exhibit at the Hong Kong museum of art after that with my uncle. it was love. Louis Vuitton being an awesome fashion designer and all lmao. but there was other exhibits as well, most of which were very profound and had you thinking, i wasn't much for the abstract paintings tho, but you can't please everyone lmao. i did enjoy a lot of profound films and media stuff there, it was pretty cool, and deep, got you thinking. (and no kage, it doesn't hurt my brain when i think, it just gets numb and i gotten used to it along time ago. lmao)

went to an awesome Italian restaurant for dinner, and it was like actually an Italian restaurant, and the food was great, tho i regret saying i didn't finish everything, so tat made me sad, but it was very filling, like Italian is. and it was love because,as sum of your know, Italian food is my all time fav along with japanese. the place was decorated with a pretty mafia/dawns house decor and it's pretty cool. i got a video of the place so i'll post it sometime when i get back to Can. XD

going to work with my dad tmr ..T.T hope i don' mess up T.T

so i went shopping today and yesterday. for arashi CD's, OMG found a kuroshituji pencil board, and contemplating getting a Hitalia pencil board for kage's b-day present (Tell me if you want it? kage!) got two new DS casses, two scarves , a pack of Pokemon cards, and a a lot more XD hehehehe

guess what XD I'm watching Pokemon in Chinese !! XD, on TV XD even though they're like 3 seasons behind but it's still awesome XD

oh and found out micheal jackson died. i never new it was possible for a vampire to die from a heart attack but okay XD.all i can say is that i think he must be very happy knowing that no one can ever accuse him of molesting another child....OMG the news just interview a girl and she was all like , and i quote "I don't' know what to believe anymore T.T " that was awesome, that made my day, not the many things i brought, but this quote XD lmao. awesomeness lmao

oh now that football anime that aria realli likes is on TV....cooolXD lmao oh and guess what, i'm going to be in a typhoon tonight XD yaaaaays lmao

it's still hot ......it's way hot......

i woke up to a lizard on my wall staring at me this morning, sort of freaked out. turns out it's harmless...well to me at least not to the giant flys .... anyway that's the high light of my day so far. It's like 11 right now so there maybe more later today but what ever. lol

hey guys, i've arrived in hong kong, and ti's fricken hot O.O even with air conditioning O.o......it's hot.....

other wise its awesome, the flight was horrible, like every other plan i've been on, but it's this time the smells didn't get to me as much as they did before. watched 'he's just not that into you' and 'inheart' on the plane.....both sucked. but i did like the bitter sweet of ' he's just not that into you'

food on the plan still sucked, and it still almost made me puke. other than that it as okay.

have a good one everyone

......i's hot O.O!!!!!

so i was studying, studying, studying, and to the point of which studying just meant me going on the computer and doing nothing for like.....ever. anyways my point is that i was stumbling around on the internet, and found an a realli cool artist O.O. he's realli good too!, i love the way he does his backgrounds. all his backgrounds are generally watercolors but he does this thing called 'gouache' afterword's in which i have no idea what that is but it makes the coolest effect on the paper with water colors i've ever seen, i'd love to know how he made that O.O!! so check him out people !

http://blowatlife.blogspot.com/

only lame thing about him is that he's not canadian =.=. oh nad he has the cutest picture half way down his page, ti's sooo cute, he changed his table into like a giant face XD lmao so cute!!

So, haven't posted in a while and i just thought i might update you guys on my life.

so went to the grad thing with friends on like last Friday, it was fun, and my first time eating Thai food, and it was good. i realli recommend it.

Marianas Trench played at out school Friday and it was a blast! i got them to sign my CD. I'm gonna make some money some day lol.

started kingdom hearts the DS game, realli fun enough though i can't read a single word but it's okay. that's how great it is XD.

Arashi is still going awesome and there still in my heart. And I'm going to post a lot of pics of this stuff on my facebook so go and look if you like XD later XD

oh and it was my B-day on Thursday, still never got what i realli wanted but oh wells. and i ended up pleasing other people more than i pleased myself like every other year but it's okay, living life like a plastic imitation of someone that's not you is always what life is realli about lol XD.

AE is this weekend and i have like finals and unit exams like everyday, and i want to stab myself, but i'm fine cause i have the thought of HK and japan in my mind to get me thought it all, and i have promised myself that i will not let these test get the best of me and sneak up on me !!! so tmr i massive study day !!!!

PS : Tsuna's new box weapon /slash awesome cap is awesome XD !!!!!!!!!!!! reborn just never seizes to amaze me XD ...ever

CD嵐 ~ 【Everything】 new single release on 1st July~!

So fast ~another Arashi single next month~!

Today news release of Arashi's 27th single [Everything]

There will be 2 versions available:

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電球Limited Edition ~ 初回限定盤

Includes 2 single Everything & season plus Everything PV DVD
１．Ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ
２．ｓｅａｓｏｎ
Ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ（ビデオ・クリップ）


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電球 Regular Edition ~ 通常盤

Includes 2 single Everything & season with their instrumental/karaoke versions

１．Ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ
２．ｓｅａｓｏｎ
３．Ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ（オリジナル・カラオケ）
４．ｓｅａｓｏｎ（オリジナル・カラオケ）

And as well you can pre order!